Selena's Place

Sitting at work

Selena — Fri, 23 Jul 2010 16:07:05 +0000

Not much going on here at work. Everything is done and we are just waiting for lunch time.
Once again it’s been a while since I have been on here. Life just steps in and it’s hard to get everything done.
Since last time I was on here I asked my husband, son, and daughter – in – law to move out. Hubby is realizing what I was going through and the things that he should have and should not have done. Hind sight you is 20 / 20. We are trying to work it out. We will see.
Work is rough. I love my job but let me tell you the people are something else. It’s a hard environment to work in. Lots of back stabbing and cut throat.
Oh Well that’s life.
Got to run. See you all again some time.

4th of July Weekend

Selena — Fri, 02 Jul 2010 17:05:27 +0000

Wow can you believe its almost the 4th of july. The last 6 months have flown by.

We are invited to Casey and Richards for the 4th. I hope Gene tries to be social and not spoil the day. Fireworks afterwords; so It sounds like its gonna be a fun time.

And you know it will be cause I won’t let anything ruin it for my LOL.

Will try to take photos and upload here and FaceBook.

Carolyns 60th Birthday Party

Selena — Sat, 05 Jun 2010 16:47:11 +0000

Went to Carolyn’s 60th Birthday Party at Jumers Casino and Hotel in Rock island Il. I had a lot of fun. Didn’t dance but that’s ok I don’t know how. They did this one called the electric slide. Looked like a lot of fun and I need to learn how to do that as well as some of the others they did.

Then Soon to be ex hubbys comment will not haunt me ever again. I DO NOT LOOK LIKE A FAT BITCH FLOPPING AROUND OUT THERE. And I will not make a fool of me or anyone else so there.

Casie came and picked me up. I kept telling Kristie that I was ready to go home and she said just one more dance. Well it was her Idea to stay only 2 hours so I didn’t take my jeep. Thank you Casie!

Oops brother ready to run will write more later.

I’m back; I got this really cute cut (etched) crystal drink glass for a lack of a better name to call it. LOL. Carolyn’s sister used them to make candles. To decorate the tables and give a little ambiance.

Well its time for lunch and we are headed out to Franks Pizza. First time for me at this place. Hear its real good. We will see. :0) Talk ya-all Later.

3 Days off

Selena — Thu, 03 Jun 2010 20:07:03 +0000

Wow what a day. I Did Deere & Companies South West Office Building, West Office Building and Ground Run Plus all the other stuff we do in the mail room. I am so beat. I didn’t sleep well last night got up at 2:30 am and could not get back to sleep.

Tomorrow is going to be fun. After I get the Dr.s report. I have a party to go to. Carolyn Smith in our mailroom turns 60 on the 5th and they are having a BD party at Jumers Casino and Hotel. Gonna be Fun!

Kristie, Vickie and I were invited as well as the girls in the phone room. Like I said Previously its gonna be a blast. Then I go and spend the weekend at my brothers. Hoping to go out on the boat but don’t know for sure. But it is a gimme that we will be fishing on saturday.

Im going to go pick up some worms at wally world in an hour and head over to the rock and toss my line in. Just chill out and enjoy the rest of the day.

Hope you all have a great week end I know I will.

Seperation Im scared but I CAN DO IT!

Selena — Sun, 30 May 2010 20:38:37 +0000

Well I finally got the guts to go through with it. Thank you darling daughter-in-law Lorie. If it wasn’t for your confidential information to Gene I would never have been pushed into going through with asking for a separation.

I would have just stayed with him AGAIN. Accepting his belittling of me, His disrespect, his ignoring me and leaving me so lonely all the time. Sitting here watching the back of his head while he plays that damn game from sun up to sun down. I would have accepted his being turned off by me.

Thank you for the Push I needed. I know you didn’t do that to help me so tuff shit. It did, and whether he admits it to you or any of the others he has to me, saying yes it is his fault that I have fallen out of love with him. You cant love what you don’t have, you cant love what constantly hurts you or pushes you away. You cant love someone who is repulsed by the very site of you.

And you know I don’t Care if he admits he said these things, Because I know he did.

He wants to show me he can change but he isn’t trying, he wants us to get back together but again he isn’t trying. Through all the years all the chances I have given him he has shown me ONE thing. He never fallows through. He reverts right back to the way it was. Whether it be a day or a week he goes right back.

I will no longer cover up the way he acts, or the things he says or does with the boys to protect them. Its time they saw their real father.

I wish you all good luck and Happiness. That’s all I want and that’s what I am looking for. And You Know What Darling Daughter-in-Law – - – I DON’T NEED A MAN TO FIND IT!

I also want to thank a very SPECIAL FRIEND, Thank you Sweetie For showing me I AM WORTH something. Maybe someday the time will be right. You are a very SPECIAL PERSON. Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise! “You deserve to be treated with Class and dignity! To recieve your every dream.” (That’s only part of what I was telling you. What you didn’t understand me saying.) Someday I will tell you the rest. For now I just want to be friends.

New Look 2

Selena — Thu, 15 Oct 2009 02:52:13 +0000

OK made the change today. Not so bad now but still not happy.. Any Whoooo.. Got to get some sleep.

Later Taters TTYL

New Look

Selena — Thu, 15 Oct 2009 01:57:52 +0000

Ok testing out a new look. I don’t like it LOL I goofed up on the header and need to redo it. Will have to work on it this weekend when I have more time. Also need to add new blinkies for the groups I belong to. Been so busy at work learning another job and still putting in hours in my old job. I feel burnt out thats for sure.

TTYL!

New Photo ID for New Job!

Selena — Thu, 10 Sep 2009 02:47:34 +0000

Woo Hoo Got my glamer shot for work today LOL check it out. I look so much better that I did a year and 2 months ago.

Did I tell you? I love my job, love, love, love, love my job!

As for the photo lol i forgot to fix my hair after coming in out of the wind and my make up is running a little. Oh well gotta be me.

Later Peeps!

UpDate on our Boy!

Selena — Mon, 07 Sep 2009 00:17:16 +0000

Hey our boy went in to get some more shots and he weighs 18.6 pounds now. Wow he sure is growing. I wanted to see a new photo of him but Deb didn’t send one. Maybe I just didn’t make myself clear. Oh well I will be seeing him Saturday and I can’t wait.

We have gone through a variety of names for him. But I think this new choice is going to stick LOL he is now Dubbed Doug. Like Doug on Disney’s Up! I laughed a LOT watching that cartoon. Who says cartoons are just for kids.

Oh well Later Taters

Guess who the new member of our Family will be in September!!!!

Selena — Wed, 26 Aug 2009 22:10:09 +0000

Here he is our new member of the family and my walking buddy. I will be training him for obedience and trying for the good citizenship award. Who knows maybe I can go on to AKC Obedience.

We go and pick him up on September the 12th. I can’t wait to get my arms around him.

Doesn’t he look so happy.

I chose the name Nui Nohea Kokohe Pronounced (noo-ee) (no-hey-uh) (ko-KO-hey) which means Big handsome Rascal.

I can’t wait to take him out to the Mississippi to go fishing!

Later Taters..